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A: Hey there Jannah, Heartache..... now that's one painful feeling. I think everybody experienced it at one time or another and each for a different reason but the only common factor amongst all of us is the "pain", the emotional emptiness, the hurt, the disappointment, the sorrow, the grief........the ACHE. It is actually tough to answer this question cos i am feeling those feelings right now... you see i feel vulnerable and sad beyond belief my heart actually aches and i feel pain in my chest, i can't breath and can't think straight, the only relief i get is when i cry... those tears help me let go of some of the emotional built up inside of me yet they still add to the pain. Heartache to me feels like loneliness and misery, helplessness, regret and disbelief..... all those negative feelings i avoid in my life seem to come together at that moment and drain any ounce of happiness. The only way out for me is through prayer and supplication (i close my eyes and say 2 words... YA RAB) and having all the people that truly love me around me, helping me and easing the pain away. You see Jannah, they say time heals all wounds.... but i won't bet on that much now!!.... these feelings even when they fade away, do leave a bad memory not only in yr mind but more importantly in the "heart" and here is the big problem cos yr mind cud become forgetful overtime but not the heart. And every now and then when u do remember yr previous "heartache" sadness will wash over you.... i know that it won't ache as much but still it will hurt. @ Lily..... thank you so much... that was very sweet and considerate of you.